I put this in front of you because You are a healer and you are learning to heal yourself. Sometimes we wonder what this nightmare of metals poisoning or chronic illness is all about. That I cannot answer, but I do know that you are chosen to understand and to make change.
Undoing illness can be an ugly road, but if you can see the big picture and know that you will be different, even magnificent, when it is over, it may be worth the journey. You will never be the same. Make it what you will.